I am pretty esoteric in my spiritual growth and inner calling of being who I am. God created all this in me so I must evolve my thinking every day and yet have the UTMOST Faith that He has and will continue to grant Me mercy and Grace. One of my good friends back in the day called me an exotic enigma. I receive it.
I flipped a coin or two in my life cycle in trying to understand WHY now and WHY me? It just seems easier to let something else guide my next steps than myself. I don’t want to grow up and be an adult. I heard its tough and mundane and when you are also an adult Mommy, Sister, and Daughter, boy what a doozy of the essence of being. But do I know, it seems natural and chaotic.
I flipped a coin this morning, I would disclose what I was given but let’s just say with confidence that God has a gift for me today. I was able to do my hair with minimum gel and hairspray. I feel pretty good. I was able to start my proposal for a circculum of sorts so I can present to this middle school to go in and be able to educate, listen, share and talk to young people about grief and loss. As a community member and someone who cares for the heart health of others. My heartspace that my God has placed in my soul.
I supposed that getting the right side of the coin can determine what type of tale that one can write about their lives. You don’t have to write the whole story today but boy, today sure is a good start.