Ever been in state of shock yet not in shock? It’s like you know that you shouldn’t be but then you realize it’s that marvelous Instant Noodle of life. By the way, I truly enjoy ramen noodles and being Asian, its always in the house and in every crevice of the cabinets and under the microwave cart and even in the fridge, don’t ask.
Back to the shock factor at any given moment. Its an unpreparedness, however, so strikingly and tantalizing on its own merit. If you saw a frog in a pond on top of duck’s head grooming its host, that would be shocking but not as shocking as seeing a frog grooming a duck’s head as a fish sunbathes on the duck, right? Okay, okay I am getting into a creative realm that a typical license wouldn’t be granted for.
I am feeling a certain way tonight as I went back to reread my blogs. I would have to say that I am pretty darn proud of my consistency of enacting my ability to express the thoughts of my Matrix mindset. I wouldn’t be as mystical as The Oracle, but I would like to have coffee with her. The shock factor? You asked…well, it is really my own intuitive inner yearning to be delivered from anything not for me. I seek liberating subject matters that not only would enhance my purpose in life which I know is my End-of-Life Doula-ship…but gives me a sense of balance of creating and carving my life out. I just feel that in time, due time, real time that my revelation will be shockingly beautiful and picturesque.
Beauty out of ashes…..Namaste.